I find it amazing sometimes how words can make me cry. I know that the words hold no meaning, it is the person saying the words that put the meaning into them but it still amazes me.
Today I was talking to David and I told him that he is the center of my world, something I have told him before and he has never said it back to me. Today he told me I was the center of his world, and it made me cry. Not because I was hurt or anything but because it touched my heart. It was the first time he said something like that and it was so nice to hear that.
David is the center of my world. I am not focused on him 24/7 (even though it seems like that), I have other things that take up time and energy. I have stuff going on in my life other than my husband, but at the same time I am always aware of him. My actions, in a way, are dictated by how he would feel or what he would say. Not to the extent that I am aware of God but it is there just the same. I was recently invited to go bar hopping with someone and immediately I thought of how David would feel about that and about how he would feel about me if I did that. I did not think he would like it very much if I did, so I didn't. Instead I invited the girl out to lunch with me (she was not happy with my alternative).
Anyway, back to my point. David has said many things in the past that were hurtful and that made me cry, but the things he says that are amazing and loving and caring that make me cry from happiness are the ones I remember the most. Every time he says he loves me or that he misses me my heart skips a beat. Every time he tells me I am beautiful and he wants to spend eternity with me I melt. Every time he wraps his arms around me to hold me close I feel like I am home and that I am safe. I love my husband, he is my world.
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