Being sick and upset.

I am sick. I spent most of last night breaking a fever (sweating out buckets) and catching a fever (chilled to the bone). When I am sick I tend to get emotional. Right now that is not a good thing, with David being gone I have no one to lean on. I asked him to help make me feel special and loved and his response was to get on Facebook and to focus on that. Being emotional I was hurt and upset and that carried on into today. I asked for the same things and he said he was going to go ahead and let me go. Leaving me again with no words of support, feeling alone and forgotten. Feeling like my husband does not care enough to try to help. I know my husband cares for me but sometimes I need him to close all the other windows, to look at me and tell me he needs me, to tell me he cares about me more than anyone else, to assure me that I am important to him. I need to feel like he loves me and wants to be with me. I feel alone, invisible and forgotten, not just by my husband but by everyone. I hope I stop being sick soon.