Recently I made the decision to not talk to my husband about what is stressing me out and seeing as how he does not read my blog I figure it is safe to vent a little on here. (Which is why there are so many emotional rants.)
A couple of weeks ago I found out the my Grandmother and Grandfather are really sick. My Grandmother (who I call Cracker Jacks or Crackers) has been in and out of the hospital for a couple of years but every time she goes back in it is still scary. This time she has internal bleeding and they cannot figure out what is going on with her, why she is bleeding. The general conclusion seems to be that she will not make it much longer. My Grandfather is a typical man's man. Never one to complain if he was hurting or not feeling well and never much on saying anything. To find out he was in the hospital was a shock by itself, to find out he has fractured or dislocated hips was another shock. When I found out he had bone cancer and they are not even able to control the pain was it was devastating.
Despite all the differences that I have had with my Grandparents I still love them very much and am not sure how I can handle this by myself. Please God, if you must bring them home make it so they stop hurting at least.
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