OUCH!

I had my first "surgery" today. I had a mole on my cheek removed. I was NOT expecting to have it done today. All I was expecting was a consultation for laser hair removal. I have to say that as far as surgery goes, this one was no big deal. They numbed my cheek, used a round scalpel type thing and cut it out. Then they put stitches in. At first they wanted to put three stitches in but I don't like odd numbers so I asked for four stitches. So now the numbness is wearing off and it hurts. :(

(On a side note, because I am a vain narcissist-my eyes look lovely!) ;)

Now I have to wait for the dermatologist to submit a request for authorization to get laser hair removal. I was under the impression that it was already covered since TriCare already knew that I was looking for laser hair removal but I guess not. Now it is another waiting game.*Sighs*

I have not cheated on my diet again today. I had two bananas for breakfast, grapes for a snack. A sandwich and soup for lunch, carrots for a snack and a salad for dinner. I am still drinking enough water to sink the Titanic but I guess I am getting used to it because I am not craving soda as much today as I was yesterday.

I really wish David was here and was not writing to other girls that he loves them. Since he has left I have found out he was talking to two girls that way. I know he says that it is just as friends but to me he should not be telling any woman other than me and his family that he loves them. I think it is emotional cheating, especially the way he said it. His words were "I still love you. You know that, right?" On top of that he told her that she has a special place in his heart and always will. That seems to be a bit more than friends. I told him that he needs to start treating me the way I deserve to be treated. He needs to stop telling people that and if he is not able to stop saying it then he needs to stop talking to other girls. I don't know what to do. I love him so much but I don't want to be hurt over and over again. I wish that he could just be happy with me.

I guess we are working through it. I just feel like he needs to not talk to her anymore because of what was said on both parts because she said that loves him as well. I just feel like crying and never getting out of bed. Stupid men.