I am in so much emotional pain right now. I feel like crawling into bed and just sleeping for the rest of the year. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say to make him realize that he is doing this to me. Maybe he does realize that he is doing it and just does not care. I don't think I deserve to be treated like I don't matter. I think that I deserve to be treated like his wife, like he loves me. I have been through so very much because of him and he just takes me for granted and will not stop hurting me. Why can I not stop loving him?
I prey that he stops. I pray that he realizes that the grass is not greener on the other side. I prey that he realizes that I love him so very much and probably more than anyone else ever will. I pray that soon, I stop hurting.
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