Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Yes I have thought about it.
It was right after David had left to Tennessee and I got left in California. I have never, in my whole life, trusted another person completely, at least not until I met David. I trusted him with everything inside me and opened up to him about everything that had happened to me. He is the only person I can remember that did not blame me in some way or shy away from me because I was "dirty". When he betrayed my trust and threw my past in my face to hurt me I felt my soul die a little. I was devastated and did not want to feel the pain anymore. In my life, up until he hurt me, being with him was the only part of my life that I can remember where I was not in constant emotional pain so when my reason for happiness went away, so did my will to live.
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